Here I am, all of me

I know the first post was a lot to take in for some of you. I have had mostly good comments and I appreciate all input. Please keep the emails and comments coming. I feel that if I do not do this, what the Lord is birthing in me, than I am not obeying Him. This is not about success as I stated in yesterday's post. As simply as I can state it, I want to be involved in something that is exciting, real, and refreshing - just like the gospel is! I want to do this with other families that want this same thing!
Ready for some more ramblings? Wow! I have so many thoughts running through my brain right now. The Lord is working and speaking and making me really listen and wait on Him. I am so excited as I have voiced to several of you. I do not know what any of this looks like which is scary yet cool because I am not driving. I am along for the ride like the rest of you. I will update more as I can!
On the way into work this morning I was jamming to David Crowder and his song - Wholly Yours. Wow what a song, especially where God is taking me right now. Here are the lyrics:

I am full of earth
You are heaven’s worth
I am stained with dirt, prone to depravity
You are everything that is bright and clean
The antonym of me
You are divinity
But a certain sign of grace is this
From a broken earth flowers come up
Pushing through the dirt

You are holy, holy, holy
All heaven cries “Holy, holy God”
You are holy, holy, holy
I wanna be holy like You are

You are everything that is bright and clean
And You’re covering me with Your majesty
And the truest sign of grace was this
From wounded hands redemption fell down
Liberating man

You are holy, holy, holy
All heaven cries “Holy, holy God”
You are holy, holy, holy
I want to be holy like You are

But the harder I try the more clearly can I feel
The depth of our fall and the weight of it all
And so this might could be the most impossible thing
Your grandness in me making me clean

Glory, hallelujah
Glory, glory, hallelujah
You are holy, holy, holy
All heaven cries “Holy, holy God”
You are holy, holy, holy
I want to be holy, holy God

So here I am, all of me
Finally everything
Wholly, wholly, wholly
I am wholly, wholly, wholly
I am wholly, wholly, wholly Yours

I am wholly Yours

I am full of earth and dirt and You



What can I add to that! I just am going to continue to relentlessly pursue and see where this takes us.
Lord, I am here to be used by you. So here I am, all of me. Please help me to listen and to be obedient to you in whatever and however that means.